[a bitter laugh. at least Freya knows she was hot back then. back... nearly a year ago. it's one of the few things she can actually latch on to as good news in everything Freya just said.]

Yeah, well. Maybe I'm just stupid and selfish or whatever. But it'd be nice to have what you've got with Pen with someone, yeah?

[she can't even bring herself to look at Freya, not that she's been doing a great job until now. this is that mopey ennui shit.]

If this is Vanderweele's fault, too, I'm gonna tear his dick off through his asshole.