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minako arisato ([personal profile] complementing) wrote in [community profile] recolle2017-08-26 06:19 pm

open || the irreplaceable people in our hearts

WHO: Minako Arisato and YOU
WHERE: Peach Beach and elsewhere
WHEN: August 26th and into September
WHAT: Grieving over the loss of a best friend. A ceremonial cremation at Peach Beach forward-dated to August 30th.
WARNINGS: Death. Message me at [plurk.com profile] raynestorm if you'd like to work out a different scenario. Also a note: please feel free to create your own threads and/or threadjack for the cremation prompt, just write in the title if you'd prefer not to threadjack.

I. MISTIC
Gym, Utsuki Dojo, Hollingberry Field; August 26th to 29th

[The first thing Minako did after finding out Ryoji died was burst out of the hospital and beat up monsters with her bare hands. She's not quite as self-destructive now, but she's still pushing herself to the limits. You might encounter her either at: the gym, throwing her fists at a punching bag; the dojo, swinging a practice spear in shaky kata forms; or at Hollingberry Field, running on the track with sweat pouring down her face, but not stopping for a break at all.]

II. MEMORIES FROM 10 YEARS AGO
Expressive, Hollingberry Field, outside Minako's apartment; August 26th to 29th

[Otherwise...you might find her sitting at Expressive, nursing a cup of coffee, or at Hollingberry Field, sitting on the swing set. It's obvious that she's been crying, but it's in these moments, after she's physically exhausted her body, that she can truly start sorting through her thoughts and start the grieving process. Perhaps you'd like to join her. She wouldn't mind the company.

If you find her outside her apartment, she'll be sitting on the curb with her eyes closed, soaking up the sun with Koromaru beside her. An isopod plush is sitting in her lap, and if you're close enough, you might hear a quiet crinkle of paper beneath the sections of the isopod when she hugs it.]


III. KIMI NO KIOKU
Peach Beach; August 30th

[Minako has no idea how a real cremation is supposed to go, too young and traumatized at the time of her parents' death to remember. And honestly, she doesn't care. The ashes aren't from Ryoji's body anyways. That...will be for a later time. Today is instead her own personal good bye, and for anyone else coming. She's reserved one of the pits that's off to the side of the beach, relatively undisturbed by happy families spending one last summer day on the beach, and in it, she's burning a black kintsugi bowl. Its pair is sitting nearby.

Once the black bowl is completely burned, Minako scoops the ashes out and slides them into the white bowl before turning to the friends who have come to attend.]


There was a month a while back, when Retrospec was making our phones broadcast all of our deepest secrets and painful memories. Ryoji heard my secret that I...that I was afraid people don't like me unless I'm always smiling. That I hate burdening people with my thoughts for fear that they won't accept me anymore.

And what he did in answer...was to give me two bowls. In Japan, there's an art form of fixing broken pottery by fusing the pieces with gold-dusted lacquer. It's called kintsugi, and kintsugi pieces are considered to be more beautiful than the original, sometimes. He gave me them as a reminder that I...am perfect the way I am, broken pieces and all, because all of that, in the end, is still me. I am good enough. Me, simply being Minako Arisato, was enough for him.

[She's blinking rapidly now, tears forming and falling down her cheeks.]

I know now, seeing you all here, that he was right. That it's okay to rely on everyone else. Because everyone else is going through the same things I am. The same sadness and grief. I will-- [Her voice cracks, and she has to take a moment to collect herself.] I'll miss him so much. He was a part of me, and now that he's gone, I've become irreversibly broken again. But I'll be okay. He left me so many texts. [A watery laugh.] So many texts! And selfies, and notes, and little gifts. I won't ever be without reminders of him. But most of all, he left me the memories of his smiles and laughter. I'll use these to fuse myself together until I'm whole again.

I've burned the black bowl today...as my good bye to him. The two of us who were inseparable, now parted...but the friendship we shared can never be denied or forgotten.

[She turns to the ocean and walks to the edge, the tiny waves lapping at her sandaled feet. Scooping the ashes into her fingers, she gently blows them into the wind and whispers as they float away.]

Ryoji...are you listening? Thank you for putting me back together time and time again. Good bye.

[Anyone is free to come talk to her at any point after the ceremony. She is still nothing like the exuberant young woman she used to be, but she's more willing to respond now.]

IV. BECAUSE I WILL PROTECT YOU
Various; September onwards

[After the ceremonial cremation, Minako is...better. It's still so soon after Ryoji's passing, and there are many times where she'll suddenly hurry away, or hide her face as a bout of quiet crying starts. But she is Minako, and Minako wouldn't be herself if she wasn't helping others. She tells everyone at the cremation that she'll be available to talk to, if anyone else is seeking closure. Talking about her feelings has helped a lot in the past few days, and she wants to extend the same offer to others grieving.

She thinks...it's better to grieve together than alone.

So whether it's at her apartment, in a quiet bench at the park, or somewhere else-- if anyone asks, she'll come.

Or if you didn't want to ask...well. She made a note of who attended the cremation. She's going to check up on you eventually.]
yamagishi: ((unsure))

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-02 02:47 pm (UTC)(link)
[Then there was a pause]

I'm afraid I can't give you a lot of information, I don't really know that much about him either. However, I do know that he was really friendly and welcomed me when I was new.

[That and he did kind of flirt with her but she'll leave that alone]

And that I've met him from somewhere before too.
elevelvetor: (Ⅹ. the wheel of fortune)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-02 03:19 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...Oh. She'll just ask Minako for more information then—

that last part catches her attention though. ]


You can't recall where?
yamagishi: (And the bad unhappily)

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-02 04:02 pm (UTC)(link)
Not really? I just know that we were in a rooftop somewhere before he started talking to me. And I know I just met him too.

[Whatever was going on, one thing was for sure. It kind of stinks knowing that she lost a connection to another life somewhere]
elevelvetor: (52. two of cups)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-03 01:12 am (UTC)(link)
[ ...Oh. ]

How strange. [ ...she can't imagine what it must feel like to lose someone from your visions—or, she corrects herself, your... actual past. She still doesn't like thinking about that though, it's a weird thought she just can't roll with. ] My condolences.

[ For... everything. ]
yamagishi: (I don't know)

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-03 05:05 pm (UTC)(link)
No, it's okay! It's just kind of strange.

[And honestly, Fuuka really didn't know what to think. While she was sad knowing that her friend died, it was a lot to take in]

And to be honest, I doubt I'll see the last of him in these visions.
elevelvetor: (Ⅴ. the hierophant)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-04 02:34 pm (UTC)(link)
What makes you think that?

[ Color her interested. ]
yamagishi: (It is awfully hard work doing nothing)

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-04 05:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It just seems rather odd that I would see him in another life. Or perhaps I'm being optimistic and I just want to see more of him.

[She said with a small frown. Ahhh, this was a complicated feeling, wasn't it?]
elevelvetor: (46. ten of pentacles)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-04 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
...I hope you get to see more of him, in that case. [ As painful as it might end up being—if that's what Fuuka wants, it's what she wants. ] I haven't seen him or... anyone I recognize in general, really, in my memories.

[ Hallucinomemories. Visions. Terms and phrases. ]

It's very odd, yet I feel... relieved, at the same time. I suppose it's because I don't want to be restricted by what some odd visions decide to tell me my relations are.
yamagishi: (I know nothing)

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-08 10:03 am (UTC)(link)
I don't think it's a bad thing. I'd like to think of it as finding out just who you are but you don't have to follow what they did.

[She mumbled to herself a little. After all, there was one more memory that she regained that bothered quite a bit]

I did have a memory that is quite gruesome and I sure hope that I don't have to redo it again.

[...Which was pretty unlikely but she can hope]
elevelvetor: (Ⅹ. the wheel of fortune)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-09 08:00 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She knows that, and she also knows she's not going to be person in her visions, but... mmggmm. ]

I hope for your sake you won't have to as well. [ ... ] Though, now I'm curious as to what it was about, exactly.
yamagishi: ((unsure))

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-09 08:30 pm (UTC)(link)
[And there was a moment of hesitation on her end.]

...Do you have a memory of someone shooting yourself in the head? And then seeing some sort of being pop up behind you?
elevelvetor: (Ⅴ. the hierophant)

[personal profile] elevelvetor 2017-09-09 09:56 pm (UTC)(link)
...No, but I've heard of it, I believe. [ If it's connected, at least. ] Were you okay in that memory? After the fact, that is.

[ were you alive, essentially. ]
yamagishi: (The suspense is terrible)

[personal profile] yamagishi 2017-09-10 10:17 am (UTC)(link)
[...]

To be honest, I'm not sure. Although, I think I should be okay, why else would I do that to myself?

[...She was alive in the end, right?]