You'd have to ask Lovecraft. I don't know the answer, myself. I...haven't killed anyone in this life.

[Not yet.]

[He hopes that it continues to be "not yet". "Never" might seem like a nice dream at this point. A wish that he wants to be fulfilled, but he can't trust himself to follow. At the rate he's changing, at the rate his memories are coming back...how long will it be, before the monster catches up?]

Let me guess. You've...killed a lot, haven't you, Sakura...?