I've been trying to get out for weeks! But there is something blocking me from leaving. It's almost as if some part of me... doesn't want me to come out... doesn't want to be me... I know that sounds weird but... I don't know how else to explain it. I think... I think I'm in my own mind... or in some kind of dream...

[Derek sits up fully and sighs.]

I don't know why I'm here...