[ Clover takes a step back at the video of a conversation that has not happened. She does not want to know of a life she didn't live. She does not want to be aware of it. If she and Anna were better friends in a world that she still was adopted, that she still found love, she could accept it, but the only other life she's found out about is one where her found family is broken and fractured.
no subject
She closes her eyes. ]
I don't want to repeat that.
[ Is it repeating if she doesn't remember it? ]