shion sonozaki ★ 園崎 詩音 ([personal profile] promisedyou) wrote in [community profile] recolle2018-06-30 08:33 pm

semi-open ☆ everything was completely a nightmare

WHO: Mio Sonozaki, any close CR or anybody who saw the murder dreams!
WHERE: The mental ward.
WHEN: Weekends in July.
WHAT: Mental ward visits!
WARNINGS: Potential mentions of suicide, murder, hallucinations and self-deprecation.

[All throughout the month, Mio is going to be in the mental ward — of course, she isn't going to be openly advertising it, so it's actually going to be rather difficult to get ahold of her. Not to mention that visits are only on weekends (Saturday and Sunday) and only last an hour, total, so you better make them quick!

Because she definitely doesn't have the time to waste.

Of course, she's looking rather poorly; her hair is a lot shorter but also a mess, her eyes are rather bloodshot as if she's been struggling to get any sort of rest. It's just not a fun time overall.]

(OOC: If you're a character that has close CR with Mio, please contact me for dates - she'll be available on these days: 8, 14/15, 21/22, 28/29!)
steadycourse: (N-ngh)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-07-27 10:15 pm (UTC)(link)
[When Leon is mentioned, Ishimaru can't stop his body from stilling completely, with sweat beginning to form on his face as he imagines what the son of a crime boss might do to him if he ever found out about this. Maybe he shouldn't have brought-- no, it's fine. Even if Leon ties him by the end of his feet and hangs him off a bridge, he still wouldn't change this!

Because Mio looks at least a little happier now.]


I... I didn't know that.

[He's still somewhat pale in the face, but gotta keep the conversation going...!] Is that why you like rabbits a lot?
steadycourse: (Is that memory)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-07-29 10:58 pm (UTC)(link)
[For a brief moment, he almost feels scared for Leon-- WHO IS TRULY THE MORE DANGEROUS OF THE TWO...

But Ishimaru finds himself still appreciating Mio's words and he smiles slightly, looking less like he's about to immediately pass out. Maybe he could've been stronger so that Mio didn't have to even worry about all this, but for once, he's not going to argue about it.]


So Leon finally told you about himself, that he's the son of a prominent crime family?
steadycourse: (Looking at this ant)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-07-30 09:16 pm (UTC)(link)
E-eh?! Of course not!

[The thought of spending an entire class with Leon is way too stressful to even think about. At least he probably doesn't have to worry about being murdered in school wait a second, but it's still scary to be that close in proximity to someone that holds a debt over you and your family.]

Leon and I aren't friends either.

[...Even though he had a bizarre dream about being friends with him and talking to Mio about her crime. He wonders if she knows about it...]
steadycourse: (Future)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-02 01:36 am (UTC)(link)
[The clarification doesn't ease his worry.]

...What don't I remember, Mio? Did something happen?

[He begins to look worried. Ishimaru knows that she wouldn't bring something like this up without good reason and he believes her. Not to mention, the whole thing with his dream is just too big of a coincidence to just brush off. No, there's definitely something going on here.

It would be par for the course anyway.]
steadycourse: (Sweats)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-03 02:30 am (UTC)(link)
Then if your memories haven't been messed with... then Leon's and my memories aren't right?

[That's a very troubling thought. He thought it was difficult enough dealing with the whole past self thing, but now there's a possibility that his current life here isn't what it seems to be.]

But I don't feel like anything in my memory is wrong...
steadycourse: (Looking at this ant)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-05 05:03 am (UTC)(link)
[A part of Ishimaru wants to deny that such a thing is possible, but he knows that would be both pointless and ignorant. Their whole lives have been completely changed after Retrospec entered in.

Switching his memories around doesn't sound too far out there, especially given what's happened so far. But then that leads to him wanting to know why.]


It's all very difficult to believe!

[He did not intend this visit to be like this. Ishimaru feels bad, but he wants to ask at least one more question about this.]

This might sound like an odd question, but do you remember having a dream with me? We were in a school gym...
steadycourse: (Down)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-06 09:08 pm (UTC)(link)
...

[Ishimaru knows what she's about to say, but decides not to talk about that either.

Besides, he's not sure if he's relieved or not to know that Mio remembers the same dream. Definitely not a coincidence, so that means they're able to share dreams now? That's so weird! Guess he can at least be glad that it wasn't... worse than that.

Not that dreaming about dead bodies is good or anything! But he vaguely remembers the dream ending on a hopeful note.]


Junko Enoshima. [He frowns a little.] I don't remember everything, but I know that I thought of Leon as a friend in my dream. Between that and what you've told me, maybe we were friends-- rivals.
steadycourse: (This decision)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-09 10:31 pm (UTC)(link)
It seems entirely possible!

[But if that's the case, that could mean that he's entirely different than before. Does that mean his current life is just a fabrication? He looks troubled, but Ishimaru doesn't voice his concerns.]

Is Leon a lot different otherwise? Does it trouble you, Mio?
steadycourse: (:<)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-10 11:17 pm (UTC)(link)
Y-yeah...

[It's odd that no one else he's spoken to is aware of all these memory changes. It seems especially cruel to Mio.]

Ngh, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to upset you like this during my visit! [He meant to give her the bunny and... okay, so he didn't have a full plan, but it definitely wasn't this.]

I'd understand if you didn't want to see my face again!!
steadycourse: (H-hey)

[personal profile] steadycourse 2018-08-11 11:22 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe not, but I still haven't been making the most out of this visit! I'm sure this place isn't the most pleasant for a variety of reasons!

[And he's making it worse!!]

I'll bring more stuffed animals next time-- or whenever I see you next!