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leo "i'm not a cat" tsukinaga ([personal profile] espansivo) wrote in [community profile] recolle2018-04-22 10:56 am

[open/mingle] in which cats reign

WHO: pretty much anyone, leo, and like twelve cats
WHERE: park
WHEN: 20th-22nd
WHAT: a three day cat concert..! it's just a log about cats (for cats by cats)
WARNINGS: n/a

i.
[the cats are always out and about to greet people before it's time to begin, cute colorful ribbons tied around their neck or tail (depending on which was easiest, frankly), and they... are not actually shy of human contact despite being strays one might's seen around the city.

they will beg for food though. give them food. they will literally mob people if they see them with food, meowing and pleading and getting underfoot. stealing things from picnics and the like as well.]


ii.
[the actual concert performances are conducted by leo and

honestly they sounds like a bunch of cats singing sound.

there is a certain cadence to it that's actually songlike, the cats are actually singing to what leo is playing on his keyboard and they're sitting very nicely on the steps he's got for them too, but their attention spans aren't good enough for performances and, without fail, at some point of time they start to just... wander off... sitting in people's laps or rolling on the ground without a care.

the conductor doesn't seem to mind and just gestures for people to take their places, which can be your character or some npc, and yes he will bean cat treats at whoever is singing as "rewards". complain if you want or try and catch them, laugh at your friends or encourage them to go up and try!!]


iii.
[otherwise, there's apparently plenty to do..! leo has makeshift profiles of all the cats next to their resting spots (the big sign drawing anyone to it says star hall despite there not being a hall in the middle of the park and they're apparently all up for adoption... with papers to show their vaccinations and the like.

there's toys! there's treats! there's a space dubbed the "sleeping corner" where you can curl up with the cats and doze in the afternoon sun! it's a paradise!

play with the cats and enjoy the company of them, they're all named after different flowers and are all kinds of colors and personalities! it's really just a log about cats in the end.]
stressweets: Sometimes it can be hard for a shy pony like me to stand up for myself. When I first tried it, I didn't like the pony I became, but I learned that standing up for yourself isn't the same as changing who you are. (015. putting your hoof down)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-24 04:09 pm (UTC)(link)
[ oh, leo's remembered. it still... doesn't feel right to hear, and there's a slight, bittered jealousy at hearing ruka, too.

really, though, why doesn't he have anything back then that he has here? it's unfair, it's really, really— ]


That is...~ [ a ha ha. ] ...I didn't want to say anything. Sorry, Leonii.
stressweets: The Starlight I love is passionate, lively, and yeah, sometimes angry. Those are my favorite parts of you. That, and the fact that you forgive me every time. (071. all bottled up)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-24 04:27 pm (UTC)(link)
[ his leonii.

...but he'll also be leonii to ruka, if she ever comes around. their memories make certain of that. they're those people, even if they're not exactly those people, or... ugh, souls. ]


Sure, Leonii. [ sure. ] Mmm... I'm an only child in my memories, but considering how, er... Well, sometimes him and his seniors seem really close, so I think they're sort of like older brothers to him.
stressweets: We've learned that friendship isn't always easy. But there's no doubt it's worth fighting for. (057. the return of harmony)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-24 04:33 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...mmm, damn. he's pointedly looking at the cat in his lap now, steadily petting the little thing. ]

Even Sena-senpai. Actually, Sena-senpai's the one who said that Tsukasa could rely on his "oniichans" sometimes, so...
stressweets: This week my very talented friend Rarity learned that if you try to please everypony, you oftentimes end up pleasing nopony, especially yourself. And I learned this: [...] In other words, you shouldn't look a gift horse in the mouth. (008. suited for success)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-24 04:57 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ...well— ]

It's because whatever he takes on he views as a "personal affair," so he should be the one to take care of it. [ SO.... YES, HE DOESN'T RELY ON PEOPLE. ] Unless he specifically involves other people, it's his to handle.

[ ......... ]

I'm sorry I didn't say anything about that either. Um, you hadn't remembered anything that'd be relevant to... our shared group, our unit, so... I was going to say something eventually. [ maybe. maybe not. ] When you did.
stressweets: . Always expect the best from your friends and never assume the worst. Rest assured that a good friend always has your best interests at heart. (063. party of one)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-24 06:17 pm (UTC)(link)
[ ahh leonii's so nice. so soft. ]

"Knights" is a group of very difficult people...~ When their leader wasn't around, when their leader is around... Individually, too. [ it's... kind of a mixed bag. ] Mm—how much do you know already? From Sena-senpai or otherwise.
stressweets: Bein' honest sure gets hard when it seems like the truth might hurt somepony you care about. But I think believin' a lie can end up hurtin' them even more. Maybe some ponies don't care about that – but I sure ain't one of them. (018. leap of faith)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 12:40 am (UTC)(link)
[ so running away is a core trait of leos, too.

that's a thought he can't help but have, and he mentally reprimands himself when he glances away. he knows it'll show on his face—it's hard for him not to show what he's feeling—and he hums thoughtfully. ]


I see... I never would've imagined Sena-senpai would've needed to practice for that though, seeing how talented he is in this life. [ ah, well. ] He eventually came back, at least... and challenged the Knights of that time to a Duel—a type of performance that's kind of like a chess game—because he thought they were lacking, or something like that... Ahhh, Suou was really hard on him, but I think it's a kind of "taking responsibility" thing since he seems to be like that on himself and with his other senpai.
stressweets: Being a caregiver is way more responsibility than just being a playmate, and today I learned that sometimes, our desire for responsibility can outrun our actual ability to handle it. (064. baby cakes)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 02:35 am (UTC)(link)
Did you guys part on good terms, or did they get tired of your inflated ego...?

[ he's just teasing But ]
stressweets: Go ahead, Bunny. Do your worst. I deserve it. I ignored you, tried to pawn you off on someone else, I didn't take these silly things out, or fluff them like I was supposed to. I wasn't really thinking of you at all. Any of you. I just wanted the jewels. I hope you'll all forgive me someday. (065. just for sidekicks)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 02:43 am (UTC)(link)
[ EVERYONE PINCHES HIM!! why ]

Aren't you the one who wanted me to be cheekier, Leonii...! [ implying he wasn't cheeky At All when he was a kid. ] I'd like that, though... I kind of want to hear about Leonii from the perspective of people who knew him really well.
stressweets: Whether we were able to fool you or not, you can't just go on keeping ponies from getting along! It's just... mean! (068. viva las pegasus)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 02:49 am (UTC)(link)
[ so cruel..... ]

I'd tell them all your embarrassing childhood stories too... [ --wait wait ちょっと待って ] What did you tell them? I mean, I'm not that interesting of a conversation topic, so...
stressweets: She showed me that the power of friendship is a magical force indeed. And that in turning away from others, you hurt yourself as well. (076. shadow play)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 04:00 am (UTC)(link)
[ th-that much-- ]

Leoniiii....!!
stressweets: The Starlight I love is passionate, lively, and yeah, sometimes angry. Those are my favorite parts of you. That, and the fact that you forgive me every time. (071. all bottled up)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 04:27 am (UTC)(link)
[ ........aaaah, mmm.....

he's. back to not looking at leo, the color slowly receding from the back of his neck and his ears ]


...Not really, no. I mean, to certain people--who end up saying I have a sibcon--but otherwise...

[ ...he feels bad about it. ]

Sorry, Leonii. I think... I thought it was better if I didn't, because otherwise our parents might find out we were still talking, I guess...?

[ yep, just that reason, absolutely. ]
stressweets: [...] every pony is the star of their own story. And it's not just the main characters in our stories that make life so rich; it's everypony. Those who play big parts, and those who play small. (020. slice of life)

[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 04:40 am (UTC)(link)
I don't have a sibcon--! [ huff, you. ] I wanted to talk about you more, but...

[ ...no, truthfully. with all that's been happening, with the restricted contact...

leo didn't even really come to mind. not a lot, not always. it's a terrifying thing to realize, but in that quiet, passive way. something you knew but hadn't pulled back the curtain on yet.

tsukasa carefully lifts the cat off his lap and lays it on his shoulders instead, letting it adjust to them before he pulls his knees up to his chest. ]


...Can you play that song again? The one we used to sing with Baba.
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[personal profile] stressweets 2018-04-27 04:57 am (UTC)(link)
Of course I do. I sing it when I brush my teeth.

[ which, in a shocking turn of events, is not the most embarrassing thing he's ever admitted. ]

...You never had to hold my hand anyway. I just let you because I knew you liked being the lead singer. [ c: ] Leonii's always been that way, after all.

[ but

he still can't look at his older brother, not even as he starts to sing the song softly. ]

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