[ He closes his eyes as he sighs out a little exasperated. It seems like Howard had finally hit his limit in being in such a social setting; he wondered if the poor man would find a corner to sleep in order to recharge. After all, this is for Sakura's sake; Kei believes that Howard wouldn't find it easy to leave. ]

It doesn't make me happy that you trust me. [ Kei says after a time. ] I won't betray your words or your secrets. But there is something far more fragile in you that--

[ Opening his eyes, he tilts to rest his head against Howard's, adjusting how they are so that he, at least, be comfortable. But isn't he already, if he can fall asleep like this? ] -- I have no desire to do so. [ Kei holds himself together with a single desire. He intends to save himself and Kirei Kotomine; if the two of them are the same, he sets forth to do such the arduous task. ]

Howard, whatever monster you become, I will still accept you. But I cannot promise that my acceptance will not feel like a betrayal.