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Takamura Koutarou 📖 éŦ˜æ‘å…‰åĪŠéƒŽ ([personal profile] wordcarvings) wrote in [community profile] recolle2017-03-08 09:36 pm

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WHO: Koutarou & YOU!
WHERE: Various Recolle locations (animal shelter, buddhist shrine, university, library, etc)
WHEN: March
WHAT: Secrets, birthdays, anniversaries, books
WARNINGS: n/a


library and thereabouts (5th)
[ Things calm down somewhat regarding the secret that was spilled just the other day, and he doesn’t have to avoid people as much. That means that he can go to an activity he had intended to go to, because he always does.

He drops by the library with some books he’s read and won’t read again anytime soon. He hopes to be able to find some poetry (or maybe art books) among the books that had been dropped off. Something he has not read before, or something he doesn’t have yet. He buys some baked goods, too.

He also intends to go read whatever he picked up, and ends up sitting on the steps leading to the library front door, and eventually some stone wall a fair bit up from the ground. How did he even get up there? Jump? It’s not the easiest wall to climb.

Meanwhile, he feels stares at his back but tries to ignore them, chalking it up to the previous incident. He’s wrong, because there is a paper with some secret or other taped on his back. (He thought he managed to avoid that.)

> I was disowned.
> I went to Vesuvius with someone important that wasn’t my girlfriend.
> I won’t go on blind-dates because a girl scared me.
> I have not spoken to my father in nine years.
> I am horrible at technology and still barely knows how to use a computer.


At least when he sits up on the wall they’re less visible, but while he browses the books and sits on the stairs, they’re easy to read. ]



the animal shelter (13th)
[ He got a rare call from his youngest older sister early in the morning. So early that it was still the middle of the night. Wishing him a happy birthday, telling him his other sisters were doing well, not really mentioning anything else. He’s been in Recolle for nearly ten years now...

He (unintentionally) takes the day off to wander, starting from the early hour he was woken up by Naoko’s call, away from the memories, the knowledge that he needs to go other places at the end of the week. He even forgot his sketchbook, which doesn’t usually happen. This time of the year was his least favorite, and he couldn’t go be with Ashlee because she left for a short vacation with some friends just the other day. How many days had it been since he last saw her in person now, anyway?

Eventually he ends up in the area of the animal shelter, and he decides to go to visit it, to hang out there and see if there might ba anything he can do during the day, play with the animals and stuff. ]



a university art classroom (16th)
[ His students and anyone else he’s met at the university today may have noticed that he’s seemed a bit absent today. But finally the lesson is over and honestly, despite being a bit distant he did his job well. It’s just an off day- (Off week, really.)

He’s staying longer though, putting away tools of the trade and cleaning everything up. He’s not about to go home in quite a while and the light is on in his classroom even as it becomes late in the evening. ]



your local buddhist shrine (19th)
[ Saturdays are zumba. He started going with intentions on continuing to go. But this saturday he didn’t go. His mind was too filled with other things. And the day after he goes to clear his head a little bit. Best as he can, at least, for the time being.

He doesn’t go very often to the shrine. To buy incense, sometimes. To offer a prayer, once in a while. He doesn’t really offer prayers at the small home shrine he has in his apartment, and the picture of his mother is turned toward the window, so he doesn't have to feel her accusatory stare (which really only is in his imagination). So he goes to the shrine on the anniversary of her death - nine years already - to offer a prayer mostly out of obligation. He missed his family, but he knew it wasn’t his fault she died even if his father had said so on her wake.

He offers some incense at the memorial altar, prays for some minutes, then buys some more incense to bring home because he enjoys the scent. He strays among the lit incense sticks for a while, then heads to leave the shrine and go for a walk before heading home to his apartment in Birch Hills. ]



your local wild card (?th)
[ you know how this one works. i’m open to anything. ]
liberal_arts: (there lived a lil' boy who was misled)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-16 08:42 pm (UTC)(link)
[[ handicap elevator, but most people just use the stairs. all of the stairwells have murals, too ]]

Oh, the usual sort of thing. Scoffing, prolonged stares, aghast questions as to what I was doing. It's something I'm used to at this point.
liberal_arts: (i could never touch the sky)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-19 01:44 pm (UTC)(link)
Maybe, but it's how I've managed to survive without compromising myself. Accepting it as a given has allowed me to move past it. But... I guess I wouldn't recommend that approach to anyone else. -It may be part of the reason he's alienated so many people in his life. At his age, it was hard not to think about that sort of thing.-
liberal_arts: (I cannot do anything for you)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-20 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
Ah... Some are better than others, maybe. -Izumi being in town made him think a lot about how things could have been done better...-
liberal_arts: (another couple of rounds)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-20 04:26 pm (UTC)(link)
Ah, this topic feels a bit heavy, doesn't it? At least a bit heavy for heading out to a wine bar... -Speaking of coping mechanisms...-
liberal_arts: (we shine like gold)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-22 07:36 pm (UTC)(link)
Any new works you're particularly proud of?
liberal_arts: (dosu kiri)

[personal profile] liberal_arts 2017-04-25 06:40 pm (UTC)(link)
Sumi-e... I haven't dabbled in that since I left Japan. I'd like to see it, when it's completed. -He wondered if he still had a knack for it, himself.-