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Takamura Koutarou 📖 高村光太郎 ([personal profile] wordcarvings) wrote in [community profile] recolle2017-03-08 09:36 pm

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WHO: Koutarou & YOU!
WHERE: Various Recolle locations (animal shelter, buddhist shrine, university, library, etc)
WHEN: March
WHAT: Secrets, birthdays, anniversaries, books
WARNINGS: n/a


library and thereabouts (5th)
[ Things calm down somewhat regarding the secret that was spilled just the other day, and he doesn’t have to avoid people as much. That means that he can go to an activity he had intended to go to, because he always does.

He drops by the library with some books he’s read and won’t read again anytime soon. He hopes to be able to find some poetry (or maybe art books) among the books that had been dropped off. Something he has not read before, or something he doesn’t have yet. He buys some baked goods, too.

He also intends to go read whatever he picked up, and ends up sitting on the steps leading to the library front door, and eventually some stone wall a fair bit up from the ground. How did he even get up there? Jump? It’s not the easiest wall to climb.

Meanwhile, he feels stares at his back but tries to ignore them, chalking it up to the previous incident. He’s wrong, because there is a paper with some secret or other taped on his back. (He thought he managed to avoid that.)

> I was disowned.
> I went to Vesuvius with someone important that wasn’t my girlfriend.
> I won’t go on blind-dates because a girl scared me.
> I have not spoken to my father in nine years.
> I am horrible at technology and still barely knows how to use a computer.


At least when he sits up on the wall they’re less visible, but while he browses the books and sits on the stairs, they’re easy to read. ]



the animal shelter (13th)
[ He got a rare call from his youngest older sister early in the morning. So early that it was still the middle of the night. Wishing him a happy birthday, telling him his other sisters were doing well, not really mentioning anything else. He’s been in Recolle for nearly ten years now...

He (unintentionally) takes the day off to wander, starting from the early hour he was woken up by Naoko’s call, away from the memories, the knowledge that he needs to go other places at the end of the week. He even forgot his sketchbook, which doesn’t usually happen. This time of the year was his least favorite, and he couldn’t go be with Ashlee because she left for a short vacation with some friends just the other day. How many days had it been since he last saw her in person now, anyway?

Eventually he ends up in the area of the animal shelter, and he decides to go to visit it, to hang out there and see if there might ba anything he can do during the day, play with the animals and stuff. ]



a university art classroom (16th)
[ His students and anyone else he’s met at the university today may have noticed that he’s seemed a bit absent today. But finally the lesson is over and honestly, despite being a bit distant he did his job well. It’s just an off day- (Off week, really.)

He’s staying longer though, putting away tools of the trade and cleaning everything up. He’s not about to go home in quite a while and the light is on in his classroom even as it becomes late in the evening. ]



your local buddhist shrine (19th)
[ Saturdays are zumba. He started going with intentions on continuing to go. But this saturday he didn’t go. His mind was too filled with other things. And the day after he goes to clear his head a little bit. Best as he can, at least, for the time being.

He doesn’t go very often to the shrine. To buy incense, sometimes. To offer a prayer, once in a while. He doesn’t really offer prayers at the small home shrine he has in his apartment, and the picture of his mother is turned toward the window, so he doesn't have to feel her accusatory stare (which really only is in his imagination). So he goes to the shrine on the anniversary of her death - nine years already - to offer a prayer mostly out of obligation. He missed his family, but he knew it wasn’t his fault she died even if his father had said so on her wake.

He offers some incense at the memorial altar, prays for some minutes, then buys some more incense to bring home because he enjoys the scent. He strays among the lit incense sticks for a while, then heads to leave the shrine and go for a walk before heading home to his apartment in Birch Hills. ]



your local wild card (?th)
[ you know how this one works. i’m open to anything. ]
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-15 02:09 am (UTC)(link)
This assumes that they are false. And, as much as part of me still believes they are false, I am no longer as certain as I once was. [She shook her head.] But they are too impossible to be entirely real.

Given the mail I received from them and the cloak I found in my closet, though, I am not so terrified to think they might waste the time to slap a note on me. It's almost menial.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-15 08:43 pm (UTC)(link)
It would be simpler, yes, but mine are no less impossible in my experience. Everything was believable when I felt them happen.

...Retrospec? I do not know. It is the only rational explanation, but I found no proof of their involvement. It is hard to say for certain, but I believe they may have.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-17 10:43 pm (UTC)(link)
If I can find some sort of evidence of a break-in, they will be informed. The fact was that the interior bolt never was opened, so someone couldn't have entered, not unless they can pass through walls.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-19 05:57 pm (UTC)(link)
Which isn't to say that much, but that is well traveled ground so far. In the end, it was done, whether by them or another. It is enough to know that it appears on the surface impossible.
true_noir: (Condescending is an artform)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-21 03:34 pm (UTC)(link)
It is hard to avoid thinking about it repeatedly, but yes. It mostly just riles us up without recourse. After a time, it is probably just frustrating to see, or annoying, as much as it is distressing.
true_noir: (Hmmm)

[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-22 08:12 pm (UTC)(link)
Work and my hobbies do help, but I think that the problem is getting so present in my life that it is difficult to escape on a day to day basis. Still, I will be focusing on those as much as I can.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-28 01:01 am (UTC)(link)
I have always been good at making sure I get just enough relaxation. But thank you for your concern. I will be fine, I promise.
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[personal profile] true_noir 2017-03-28 03:48 pm (UTC)(link)
I should be going. [She smiled over at him and nodded.] If you ever happen to find pictures of Vesuvius, I would love to see them. Despite the oddities of it all, stories of different places are interesting to me.