[ Why is Ryoji still being so nice to him? His chest feels tight, but it wasn't the resentment that he wanted to build. He'd been walling himself from emotion so that it wouldn't hurt when someone dear to him decided to leave again. Because of his lack of redeeming qualities, or worse-- his own wrongdoing. Those people in his memories, he treated them like objects. Mere stepping stones.
He couldn't trust himself with other people. Then, wouldn't continuing to be alone be the better option? Ritsu's mouth moves before he can take back a secret he'd not previously shared. ]
It's my fault I lost someone important to me. I don't... want that to happen again. If I can't even let go, then I shouldn't hold onto anyone else!
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[ Why is Ryoji still being so nice to him? His chest feels tight, but it wasn't the resentment that he wanted to build. He'd been walling himself from emotion so that it wouldn't hurt when someone dear to him decided to leave again. Because of his lack of redeeming qualities, or worse-- his own wrongdoing. Those people in his memories, he treated them like objects. Mere stepping stones.
He couldn't trust himself with other people. Then, wouldn't continuing to be alone be the better option? Ritsu's mouth moves before he can take back a secret he'd not previously shared. ]
It's my fault I lost someone important to me. I don't... want that to happen again. If I can't even let go, then I shouldn't hold onto anyone else!