[ It really is silly, the mere idea of asking Thanatos for help. It's what puts him and everybody he cares about in danger, its magic is what makes him cringe and want to turn away. Danger, maybe, but he feels he would never call on Thanatos, especially not to practice (killing?) ]
Yes, I'm afraid of it. I don't want anything to do with it. It came from me but- [ He looks up at Yukiko, who does not know him, nor how he used to be; gentle smiles, easy laughter, so full of love for everyone and everything. Thanatos is the complete opposite of everything that makes Ryoji himself, and he would reject it with all that he can. ] -it's not who I am.
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Yes, I'm afraid of it. I don't want anything to do with it. It came from me but- [ He looks up at Yukiko, who does not know him, nor how he used to be; gentle smiles, easy laughter, so full of love for everyone and everything. Thanatos is the complete opposite of everything that makes Ryoji himself, and he would reject it with all that he can. ] -it's not who I am.