[ Nights have been set aside for practice, trials, sitting and thinking in the cold are and soft moonlight. Nights are quiet and comfortable, and more importantly, when less people are about and he is able to move more freely.
Days, he sleeps, or tries, dreamless and fretful. But not today. Today he stays awake, clearing burnt brush out of the way and filling in the holes where the forest ground had been torn apart, trees broken and widening the natural clearing. His doing, but too little of that control feels like it is his, as opposed to Thanatos.
Thanatos could never see the light of day for all Ryoji cares, trying to master his fear and suppress the monster, but for that, he needs help. For that, he needs Lucian, quick steps to meet the doctor, his friend, the moment he hears his voice. ]
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Days, he sleeps, or tries, dreamless and fretful. But not today. Today he stays awake, clearing burnt brush out of the way and filling in the holes where the forest ground had been torn apart, trees broken and widening the natural clearing. His doing, but too little of that control feels like it is his, as opposed to Thanatos.
Thanatos could never see the light of day for all Ryoji cares, trying to master his fear and suppress the monster, but for that, he needs help. For that, he needs Lucian, quick steps to meet the doctor, his friend, the moment he hears his voice. ]