[Is it fear? It takes him a moment to process it, and he isn't sure of the answer even once it has; either way, he doesn't feel like he can move, he can't just leave it here or it's going to kill everyone, and maybe that would be for the best because they're all just getting fucked around by Spencer anyway, aren't they, that's all this is and it's all it's ever been and even now, an entire lifetime away, he can't fucking get away from it.]
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...I don't know if I can.