[He clenches his fist and punches a wall with a sorrowful furry washing over him]

BULLSHIT!

Your life was not made just to be thrown away!

[He takes a deep breath to calm down, getting a vague feeling of deja vu]

You still have him, don't you? You can still try again. This isn't the end!

I'm not saying this is easy, but I can't see why you can't be happy.

You didn't mean it, and your clearly hurting so much because of it and maybe this should always hurt but this shouldn't keep you down forever.

It's never too late to try again, with friends or our sins. If you really did change, then you wouldn't be the same person that did this, and this becomes something that you grew from.

If people can't stick around as you are working on yourself, then they are the ones that aren't ready. If your trying, that's all anyone can ask.