[Open Dreamdive] Do You Want to Continue?

[amodelidol]

WHO: Makoto and You
WHERE: Makoto's subconscious
WHEN: August 18
WHAT: Dreamdives!
WARNINGS: There's going to be some guilt involved along with some other negative feelings associate with not feeling good enough. Anything else extreme I'll add it!



[You may be out on a run, finishing up some errands, or going home when you enter into a place that you're not familiar with. Everything looks normal on the outside. There's a nice looking, large house with a perfectly kept lawn, and flowers lining the walkway. Everything looks perfect with a hair out of place, however when you walk inside you see a flash of imperfection, but it disappears just as quickly. When you enter the foyer to the house you see a note on the table in front of you that reads:

It's a beautiful place isn't it?
However, it's not as beautiful as one may think.
If you want to find out the reason why locate the clues to solve the puzzles
Each puzzle will reveal a secret
Good luck on solving the puzzles
But remember the clock is ticking

Surely nothing bad will happen if you don't solve the puzzles, right?

[[ooc: Everything is set up pretty easy, but if you have a question let me know!]]

Comments

[amodelidol]

[Shinji that's such a sweet gesture! However, that sweet gesture will cover up an important clue in the room. If he does write person over it, it will start to stress Makoto. When he modeled he didn't consider himself a person, only a doll that people could dress and pose as they pleased.

Sorry Shinji this room holds Makoto's feelings during the time he modeled. It wasn't a happy time.]

[amodelidol]

[Honestly, Makoto didn't know what kind of reaction he would get from Sena. He expected to get an explanation for why he did what he did. He didn't think he would get this as an answer. Still, he can't believe Sena would do this! He never thought he would get kidnapped!]

I just want to know why you did it. Why did you kidnap me? If there was something you wanted to do why didn't you tell me?

[Makoto's voice breaks a little as tears well up in his eyes. He's still upset when all he wants is the reason why Sena did this.]

[belowaverage]

[Sena's probably solving the room and the dreamdive, it's fine if Shinji screws things up!!

The feeling of sudden stress gets Shinji to stop after he writes 'person', but he doesn't cross it out or rewrite the original word.]

Okay, so modeling sucked, I get it, but you're not a doll. You've never been a doll. You don't have to keep these feelings around, you know?

[pronounces]

That's okay. [ it's always okay to be scared. nazuna's been terrified plenty of times in his life, but he's made it his goal since he was young to try and keep pushing forwards. there's nothing he wants more than to help the people close to him, and makoto is no exception. no, in fact, he was one of the ones who set the rule.

he sees the tears, and his heart squeezes. nazuna thumbs at his cheeks to keep them from falling, then gives his head a little shake forward, as if he's going to make him nod. ]

You can be as scared as you want to be. Nii-chan's here to guide you through it, okay? No matter what you're afraid of, even if it's silly. I promise.

[adoringpast]

[ he's crying. crying for reasons that sena just can't explain in due time. even so he can put two and two together in a horrific realization, just like last year, but this time he wants to talk things out. ]

I... It was for a competition. I just-- didn't think why he'd... I'd do something like that.

[ he didn't want to cry either but it's too late. a single tear drops from his face and onto the floor, and the hand that was holding makoto is shaking. ]

I'm sorry... I'm sorry, Yuu-kun.

[amodelidol]

[Makoto remembers being so scared, so worried that no one would find him. Sena in the past held him against his will over a competition? What kind of competition happened for him to actually do something like this? Makoto wiped his eyes as he worked to calm down.]

I just...I don't know why the you in the past would do something like this? I... [Makoto started when he saw the tear dropped from Sena's face. Wait, does he feel bad about what happened? Makoto wiped his eyes again as he listened to his apology. He wanted to believe it, he really did, it took so long for him to not fret whenever Sena came by. He bit his lip as he looked over at Sena again.]

I'll accept you apology on a few conditions. One, you have to promise me that you won't do something like this again, okay? You really scared me! Two, if you want to protect me can you tell me? I...I don't really want to try to avoid you since we're connected in the past too. And three... [Makoto rubbed his arm as he turned his eyes down to the floor.] I'll take pictures though it has to be on my terms. If you can let me know that you can do this then...then I think we can start over.

[adoringpast]

[ no time for tears here; makoto should have to right to do so in his own dream. all sena can do is listen to makoto's conditions, which are easy enough to fulfill - ]

O-Of course. Yes, I-- I never intended to kidnap you again in this life. I'll also tell you what you need to know once I do remember anything more. [ it's going to hurt more for the both of them, but open communication is key. ] And... yes, I'm not stopping you to take photos anymore.

[ he rubs away the tears from his own eyes with the back of your hand, hesitating before taking makoto's hands again. ]

I'll do my best to protect you in this life again, Yuu-kun. I promise. [ ... ] You'll help me too, right? Figure out what we were?

[amodelidol]

[Makoto has looked up to Nazuna since he helped him get through his first few months of college. There are some things he's still afraid of, some thing that he'll fumble, though as long as Nazuna is with him then it'll be okay. Makoto doesn't have any older siblings even the senpais in his school didn't feel the same as Nazuna. Makoto is still nervous, though now he feels better. Besides, it's hard for him not to smile when Nazuna moves his head like that. He gives a little laugh as he nods.]

Okay, I promise if there's something I'm worried about or scared I'll let you know. Thanks nii-chan, I'm glad we're friends.