Oh. [ oh. well, that was one of the subjects that Jen was actively avoiding, but not out of a sense of malice. just because she didn't know how things would go, or how to even bring it up. she cannot exactly go around bragging about what their relationship was about, or even that it was something in its nebulous state. Jen couldn't put her words to good use here even if she wanted to.
there's no small part of her that just wants everyone to literally mind their own business, but that shouldn't have applied to her best friend.
right?
Jen started fussing about with her hair. brushing it out of her eyes, behind her ears, and so on. anything to avoid making eye contact. ]
Well. Yeah. I guess there's something there but, I... didn't mean to keep it a secret from you. I was keeping it a secret from everyone. So is she. [ passing some of the blame off onto Kara was extremely unfair, she knows, but it was the truth. they had agreed to this; even if it was 90% of Jen's reasoning motivating them to do it. ]
no subject
there's no small part of her that just wants everyone to literally mind their own business, but that shouldn't have applied to her best friend.
right?
Jen started fussing about with her hair. brushing it out of her eyes, behind her ears, and so on. anything to avoid making eye contact. ]
Well. Yeah. I guess there's something there but, I... didn't mean to keep it a secret from you. I was keeping it a secret from everyone. So is she. [ passing some of the blame off onto Kara was extremely unfair, she knows, but it was the truth. they had agreed to this; even if it was 90% of Jen's reasoning motivating them to do it. ]
I'm sorry.