[ ah, yes... cue the distant look as he remembers his dead parents, all those shitty foster parents, everyone in his staff who dares to say they're like family, and now nazuna, the big brother he needed.

it sure took awhile... but he has purpose now. going from useless and unnecessary, to famous and loved and cared about-- ]

I did. I desired it more than anything, and just like you, someone saw potential in me. Unlike you though, I did not hesitate in taking the chance offered to me.

[ when he looks down at oda, his expression has since returned to its natural impassive state. ]

If you enjoy killing, then continue killing. If not, then write. It's that simple. Only a fool would deny himself his own truth, and knowingly lead an existence that is unsatisfying and meaningless.