[He nods, and pays attention carefully to what she is saying and...surprisingly somewhat understands, he was prepared once to demonize himself when he was planning to run away in order for the Matthews to still be kind and not heart broken over him, he speaks sentimentally]

Well, for what it's worth, I don't think your a monster. I sort of tried doing the same once, but I don't think it really works, if people want to stay, they will try to understand or reinterpret to give us the benefit of the doubt.

If your sweetheart tried to look like a monster, would you believe them at face value? Or do you try to look for a reason why he is doing it, or some sort of mitigating factor to absolve him of some responsibility so he would still be the same guy you love?

I actually like your way, having people close to your heart and fight whatever fate sends at you, I hope one day I'll actually have those kind of people deep in my heart.