I thought it meant a disaster like an Earthquake or something. Not....not like that. I don't want to forget. I don't want anyone else to forget!

[She'd been trying to forget. To just hope that she passed the test, the Judgement in proving herself worthy, to prevent it from happening. She had to. In order not to break from the worry, the potential guilt of it. The fear of it happening. As much as Xiaolang and Fai had tried to reassure her about it.]