I don't have anyone to pay for specialists or someone who might be decent, it doesn't really matter what I get. They're all the same anyway... They all see me as a bad kid, so their help is only going to go so far. Either that or you get self-righteous adults who just want to look good and smear it everywhere how good they are for helping someone who isn't.
I can't exactly say I'd want to deal with more legal proceedings or lawyers or doctors or anything ever again. I just want to stay out of jail and be left alone... The more people you get involved, that's just more people who think something is wrong with me and I should be locked up again.
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I don't have anyone to pay for specialists or someone who might be decent, it doesn't really matter what I get. They're all the same anyway... They all see me as a bad kid, so their help is only going to go so far. Either that or you get self-righteous adults who just want to look good and smear it everywhere how good they are for helping someone who isn't.
I can't exactly say I'd want to deal with more legal proceedings or lawyers or doctors or anything ever again. I just want to stay out of jail and be left alone... The more people you get involved, that's just more people who think something is wrong with me and I should be locked up again.