It doesn't? I can still be myself?

[Nanashi's voice tenses up. He's unable to hold his head up because he's ashamed of what he's become. Losing your humanity and becoming a zombie....is absolutely ridiculous. ]

But, I'm the son of an illegal weapon dealer. I could think of a few people who want me dead or in the slammer. Sorry you had to find out this way.

[He usually doesn't tell anyone this! It's like admitting to your crimes! ]