[Maybe he would be happy to see Ishida as he is now. He's in college and puts in effort in all of his studies and volunteer work. Those are the sort of things that his friend always valued.]
...after he died, I wanted to ensure that his values and spirit lived on somehow. [It's only fair if Ishida carried on his life, right? ...It was the only way he could stop being worthless, by being more like his friend.]
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...after he died, I wanted to ensure that his values and spirit lived on somehow. [It's only fair if Ishida carried on his life, right? ...It was the only way he could stop being worthless, by being more like his friend.]