I've been ready to fight since I moved here, my dude.

[she's had. thoughts. about it. she isn't happy with herself because they're still her parents and she has no idea what they actually still think of her, but. every so often she still thinks about fighting them. she has dreams about it, sometimes.]

You sound like you've got more of a reason to hate this stuff. Like, morally and shit. You ask my parents and I'm just throwing a damn tantrum because they didn't like me "throwing my life away".