[oh, shit. that puts some things in perspective, if that's the kind of outlook he has. ...or maybe his other self didn't quite make it that long and it's freaking him out or something. god, she still needs to get used to other people being fucked up by that. but her tone relaxes either way.]

No problem. Ambition ain't all bad. I guess if it works for you, then yeah, do what works. Be your weird, hyped-up self. No one else is gonna be that for you.

[yeah, she's also not great at recovering from fucking up.]