I don't mind. It's actually relieving? I'm not sure how to describe it.
[ These little secrets he has never told anyone in great detail have been locked up for so long. It's scary to know someone has seen them, but freeing. Despite that, he still feels vulnerable and his natural reaction is to push Goro away and find time to himself. He needs time to prepare, to simulate word chioces, and to steel himself. It all happened so abruptly and unplanned, leaving him adrift, but the last thing he wants people to think is that he's not fine. He's working on it, all of it... A step to all of this is also relying on someone.
He promised he would rely on Goro, even if his heart hasn't given in completely. Change is needed. If he wants to be a better person, he needs to do this.
With a heavy sigh, he pensively runs his fingers through his hair. His mind is swamped with ways to turn thing around so it isn't so grim—but he gets bombarded by a hug instead. He's taken aback (also jerked backwards) and falls right onto his old bed, hacking as air escapes him. Could you at least give him some warning? ]
I don't. [ He hugs Goro back, giving him a light squeeze of reassurance. ] It's all in the past. I have amazing friends now, so it's hard to fall back on all of that.
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[ These little secrets he has never told anyone in great detail have been locked up for so long. It's scary to know someone has seen them, but freeing. Despite that, he still feels vulnerable and his natural reaction is to push Goro away and find time to himself. He needs time to prepare, to simulate word chioces, and to steel himself. It all happened so abruptly and unplanned, leaving him adrift, but the last thing he wants people to think is that he's not fine. He's working on it, all of it... A step to all of this is also relying on someone.
He promised he would rely on Goro, even if his heart hasn't given in completely. Change is needed. If he wants to be a better person, he needs to do this.
With a heavy sigh, he pensively runs his fingers through his hair. His mind is swamped with ways to turn thing around so it isn't so grim—but he gets bombarded by a hug instead. He's taken aback (also jerked backwards) and falls right onto his old bed, hacking as air escapes him. Could you at least give him some warning? ]
I don't. [ He hugs Goro back, giving him a light squeeze of reassurance. ] It's all in the past. I have amazing friends now, so it's hard to fall back on all of that.
[ Hmmm. ]
Also the best boyfriend.