[Acting different. He hurt him. Hurt Iwai. The best damn thing in his life. Drew his nails across his skin, wanted to taste him....
Fai turns his shaking hand toward himself, stares in horror at the blood around his fingernails. It had tasted so good, felt so right--
NO no no no no
He shakes his head, breath coming faster.]
I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I-- I don't know what I-- You smelled so good, you tasted so good--
[The fingernails of Fai's hand begin to lengthen again, stretching into three-inch long claws before his horrified gaze. With a strangled shriek he throws himself back off of Iwai's lap and across the bed, hardly paying attention to where he's going except that he needs to get away from Iwai now before he hurts him again, before the scent of the blood on Iwai's skin becomes impossible to resist.]
no subject
Fai turns his shaking hand toward himself, stares in horror at the blood around his fingernails. It had tasted so good, felt so right--
NO no no no no
He shakes his head, breath coming faster.]
I'm sorry! I'm sorry, I-- I don't know what I-- You smelled so good, you tasted so good--
[The fingernails of Fai's hand begin to lengthen again, stretching into three-inch long claws before his horrified gaze. With a strangled shriek he throws himself back off of Iwai's lap and across the bed, hardly paying attention to where he's going except that he needs to get away from Iwai now before he hurts him again, before the scent of the blood on Iwai's skin becomes impossible to resist.]